It's my turn to talk, love.

21 November 2008 @ 11:24 am

Many times I was down, mad & furious over the fact that YOU just don't know when to stop. I've told you time and again that I am no longer yours and that I'm free to do whatever I want to do. I am free to wear whatever I want to wear and I am FREE to be friends with anyone.
We are not together not even dating or so on but why do you have to be myopic enough to even do this?

I have hereby concluded that it's the end. You kept comparing me with that bloody ex girlfriend of yours. You kept saying things which are hurting to me. I hate you, you know that? The more you do all this stupid things, the stronger the hate I had for you.

You don't like your girlfriend to go out with other guys, you don't like them to even contact or be friend with guys and now you're doing this to me? If you don't like it, don't do it!

In every fight we had, you make it worse by involving my Mum. I did not humiliate your family, I have never even criticise them nor say foul words but YOU! you never thought about how I feel, all you care was your own bloody feelings!
I tried to stop you from coming back time and again, I don't know which bomoh or priest you went to, to make me see the good side of you and cover those lies.

I seriously hate you!

"JANGAN GANGGU IDUP KITER N KWN KITE." Sape yang ganggu hidup sape skrg? And I can gladly say I have evidence to support what I said here!
Think before you say. Fuck.

Current Location: School

Current Mood:

angry

Current Music: Crush

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19 November 2008 @ 08:01 pm

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I went to school on Monday feeling very hardworking. I don't know why but just the thought of the coming holidays just gets me sexcited and wanting to finish this year soon. So Monday, girls & I planned that it will be a dress up day for us!

Above is an overdue pic taken by Mok. Cos Baky intend to be a lesbian and I intend to be homosexual. We kissed on the lips for a start.

It was an impromptu meet up between me & Shaq. Since she had HOT news to tell me, I asked her along. The bus ride to Bugis from Woodland is freaking long and the moment we alighted the bus,
"I swear to you I will never take bus to Bugis!"
I thought I could go Bugis and shop for some clothes since I'm left with zilch amount of clothings. But sadly, I managed to get only one blouse since the boys and girls were shagged, following me around the Bugis street.

After Bugis, we proceed to Raffles City to pay ANXX a visit at his workplace. And we were given two free drinks, buttery croissant and curry puff. How sweeeet ah An. I'd guessed the world is getting smaller that when I told Baky about An, she was,
"I know that guy!" Erggggh. Coincidence.

Up next; slacking sessions with the loves.

Shikin where? :( Always not complete!

I've made another new friend, and again, its a small world to know that we have few connections.

And I'm not happy with the fact that he calls me "Alba Big". That's an insult okay.

I can't draw a nice and proper heart shape, so he drew it so nicely.

Thanks for entertaining me and making me laugh like SIAO, ____.

For now, I'm tired and sick. And I'm in need of food.
:/

Current Location: Home

Current Mood:

hungry

Current Music: Superhuman

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18 November 2008 @ 02:58 pm

Facts about me.

Say "thank you" to Albania, Fred & Awallul.

The rules & regulations:
1) Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2) People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little know facts as well as state this rule clearly
3) At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged & list their names
4) No tag back.

1) I have a country name & I’m proud of it.
2) I am easily influenced and I'll get my mind fucked easily.
3) I have fetish for skinny guys with no flesh on the butts. I go crazy over skinny guys, seriously.
4) My dream man is someone who cares but don’t care and cool but not a fool. Get that?
5) I’ll cry when I’m happy and go crazy when I’m at my worst.
6) I will still sleep even though I know I am already late for anything even for a major exam! That is why, I know Babi well.
7) I day dream a lot, a lot more than you can ever imagine!
8) I used to dream of becoming an actress one day, or maybe a singer?
9) Text messages get me sexcited be it from whom.
10) I am egoist and sensitive towards boyfriends. Erghhh, can’t change that!

Current Location: School

Current Mood:

cheerful

Current Music: Disturbia

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16 November 2008 @ 11:29 pm

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Before I start of my entry for today, I wanna say, HAPPY 19th Birthday to Moo Yayuan Amy! Ok, I'm playing with her name. But still, Happy Birthday! Mwahs. And today, the W35A-ed, get together again!

Before we went off to Causeway to get the cake for Amy, I paid a surprised visit for Yans bby at her class. And she was surprised to see me too! And I've made another new friend; Farhan horny bastard!

And once again, Happy 19th Birthday Moo Yayuan Amy!
xoxo, Albaniaa Jambu.

Up next,
The Ultimate Race with Myra, Baky & Sally.

Wake up as early as 745 on Saturday morning is no joke at all. Furthermore, it's a Saturday morning! I dragged my feet out of the house with a pair of heavy eyes.

After the whole event, Baky, Myra & myself had our late lunch at Civics Macdonald. And before going home, we slacked at civics for a while. We played this game which was mastermind-ed by Kak Alba and shame on you cos she ended up losing. Babi.

Myra : Dahlah, kau buang Hafiz, kau amek Hanep.
Me : Tanak ah sial. :(

Slacked with Mi mok, Alep, Hanis, Hanep, Baky & later, Shahrul. We played mind fucking games.
I seriously enjoyed the company. :] And isn't it fated that we all wore the same colour footwear! Cool shiats.

They played this game. Now's my turn to ask.
There will sure be someone who knows the answer.

"What is between USA and Albania's boyfriend?"

I'm sure, someone will know the answer.

Current Location: Home

Current Mood:

distressed

Current Music: With you

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13 November 2008 @ 11:35 am

Oh my gawd.

( This is why )

Days have been spent wisely with girlfriends & boyfriends. No doubt, laugh till god knows when. I was asked to make a choice which I never thought it will be brought up again.

My post is becoming more mundane. Why ah?

Current Location: School

Current Mood:

loved

Current Music: This is real, this is me

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11 November 2008 @ 09:19 pm

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Currently listening to "If I were a boy".

Why must it be a police, damn.

Current Location: Home

Current Mood:

cranky

Current Music: If I were a boy

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11 November 2008 @ 11:04 am

I'm hearing the voices of the mountain!

I want to go training. I want to go training. I want to go training!

I need someone who is capable enough to get my ass to trek trainings. I am in need of a serious jog cos I wanna climb Mount Everest.

You think its impossible? I think so too. But then, nothing is impossible!
I want to climb Mt. Everest even if its just the base camp itself cos if anyone were to ask me whether I have step foot on Everest, I would gladly say, "Yes".
Alamak, the feeling is really kanina chao cibai lor!

Current Location: Home sweet home

Current Mood:

crazy

Current Music: What about now?

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11 November 2008 @ 11:01 am

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Eljay? Oh yes.

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